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I just don’t know if it’s even worth it anymore.
I don’t understand why people say that I’m prettier than I actually am. I got hit on 3 times so far today..and my hair is braided..in low piggy tails? No cleavage and no short shorts. I think I look pretty weird today but whatever I guess.
Why? because i’m going canoeing, bike riding, boating, hiking, etc.
Incase you haven’t met me, I am probably one of the laziest bastards you may ever meet.
But summer vacation just started and Kevin really wanted me to go with him and his family.
Actually this whole week in general has been amazing. Things with Kevin slightly improved….still waiting to see how this weekend goes. He says that he’ll try but I actually want to see it.
I may get disqualified from sjsu but it’ll reverse once my “W” is placed. Thank you thank you thank you! to Murad. He and several others pretty much saved my life.
Summer summer summer….plans so far are to get a job, do some community service(preferably the SPCA because i’d love to see animals on a daily basis), and take some courses at a community college if it isn’t too late to sign up. I’ll probably work on black and white film photography more often since I have easier access to a dark room and I can finally read all the books i’ve been meaning to. It’s now a mission to get Kevin to go to a rave with me. <_<
I’ll live until tomorrow afternoon.
Yeah he can be a dick sometimes and I do deserve to be treated better but like I said to an earlier anon..though I may rant on tumblr, nobody else knows or will understand the relationship as a whole the way I do. Honestly I am thinking about breaking up with him and I told him this earlier on this week. I hoped it would give him a wake up call, but i’m not so sure.
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Because I still do have feelings for him. I’m shocked that someone actually reads those posts, but keep in mind that there’s much more to the relationship that isn’t posted here.
Why not just let him go? because i’m not one to give up until i’ve tried every single possible thing. Even though he screws up, I have faith in our relationship and him.
I think that I can have a future with him..he isn’t exactly on the right track to that now. I’ve thought of breaking things off, but even the thought felt wrong. I’ll be ready to break up with him when i’m really fed up.
You really did get me thinking though…
The problem isn’t that i’ve lost feelings for him, I just feel neglected.
This might just be me having a hard time adjusting out of the honeymoon phase?
Now i’m just flustered with all of my thoughts.
What exactly made you believe that there was no “more” with him?
Tumblr meet Milo, aka Mr. Fluffles!
He somehow made his way into the house and came into my room.
Then he decided to stop the video on his own. T_T
He’s actually a really big cat but i’m not sure if you can tell from this video